Ok, im back from finals, now i can finish my previous entry...
After i told Rachael what was wrong, we talked about it for a little while, and as we were talking my english teacher came in standing next to me saying "whats going on girls, getting in one last cry before the presentation...?" I didnt find that all that amusing, but then again, i was crying!
Anyways, after rachael and i were done talking, we decided it would be a good idea if i told MacLowry what the problem was so he could understand why i was the way i was. So Rachael went to get him from the hall, and he walked into the room. He walked around me and sat down on the floor next to me. As i was trying to talk to him, i was trying to hide my face cause i didnt want him to see how icky it looked from all the crying. As i was talking he seemed to be very sympathetic towards me, which was good...after i stopped talking for a bit, he commented, and asked me some questions like "How old is your sister and what grade is she in? Where's your father? (my answer to that was, hes a bastard!)"
I even told him about the cutting from last year and part of this year, and i dont even know why!!!!
After talking to him for like 15min, we decided that he would go with me to talk to the counsler that i usually talk to so she can help me with this whole "situation". (after crying for like and hour straight, we did out project...)
Then on tuesday, for our presentation, i was standing in the back of L101, and MacLowry walks in, sees me and says "Hi sweetness" I found that to be so nice and it felt sooo good to have some be that nice to me-i havent felt that way in a really long time.
Now, about my finals.
American studies: C on final, C in class(rachael and i did good on our pres. but chase, deanna and carolyn fucked it up for us...)
PBR: Test was EASY, i think i got either an A or a really high B
Math: Not too bad, i got either a B or C
SAC: Easy test, probally got a B